May 29, 2010

Time has stopped.
so empty.
maybe because there will be so little of that kind of contact.
but its good, no?

the touch of another
lingering like a scent so fine
my luck...
no luck maybe.
or just not the right one.
or.
or.
or.
if.

can't wait for field camp to start and be gone
i feel so heavy and tired all the time.
can't say I love you.
Can't say anything much anyway.
I'll just end up another boring story.

{ gone at 16:12 }


May 28, 2010

just 4 more weeks to go b4 BMT ends
the biggest mountain remains...
just a little more i guess

to retreat b4 i advance
just 3 years i guess.
3 of diligence to pay for 2 of negligence

shocking, but i expressed feelings
feelings of preference for army living as compared to home life.
G.G
Brainwashed.
Frainwashed.

suffer in anguish, chaos.

{ gone at 14:25 }


May 15, 2010

To death's shores we'll go
and from there we'll return.
for the sake of a love.

even if your soul were trapped
your hero will return one day.
alone, helpless, you seek a familiar face
and when darkness closes in
you suddenly find strength as you see the doors open
you struggle and push your way through
even though a thousand unseen hands drag you down
you see your hero with his arms outstretched
and as you embrace the tears will flow
for your hero has come to take you home.

just finished Chrno Crusade. Cried at the end.

{ gone at 17:56 }


May 14, 2010

Yearning.
Anguish.
Fragility.
Hatred.
Jealousy.
Protectiveness.
Pain.
Pain, oh so sweet pain.
Sharp and acute
Dull and numbing.
Friends to share it with
Friends to cause it on
Friends to suffer from.

Impart and depart.

{ gone at 12:44 }


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