Even wolves are not solitary
but then again I'm no wolf.
I'm very much in 2 minds about my posting..
its lots of pain and suffering
for a recognition which won't get me into Uni...or maybe.
I don't know.
and I really don't want to sign on unless its the last choice...
because overseas study...its a burden I don't want.
And I really want someone by my side
someone to be with...
It ain't even have to be romantic
but that's not what anyone who I'll ask would want to do
I'm repulsive in that way
Saw some chicks at Liquid Kitchen today.
Me wonders at their hot dress, cute faces
sometimes I really just want to be a Casanova
just picking up, fuck and forget.
but its not me.
but just right now, I really just want to treat them like tattleOCS.
OCT.
SAFTI MI.
Going to the top of NS, to be an officer.
for 9 months I'll be in torture.
JCC...sends shivers down.
but it'll just be for 9 months.
and then I'll be set :)
