I wanna play my cards right this time
you've charmed me, and made me do silly things
the fun is in the chase, but this time I want things to be solid, real, true
if I learnt anything, it ain't about partaking of someone else's life
it's not about rushing into things and jeopardizing the friendship
and if anything, love is not rational.
I enjoy the talks, but I dunno if its cos I'm just lonely
I dunno if you're looking for more, or just content with things as is
I dunno if there's anything more on my part
let this be my one last shot at being happy, content, and loved.
I'm not planning on living for very much longer, either
please Lord, guide this lost soul.
and hopefully, I might finally find the meaning of this life that I'm not embracing.
