divine intervention.

no more computer for the next 7 or so odd days.
not impossible, afterall, all good things can wait.
and frankly speaking,
too many people are becoming less and less worth it.

Facebook and updates will always wait for you to peek at them.
Anime and manga will always be there.
Games...well, there will be alot of gaming after 23 Nov.
Friends...tired of grovelling for attention, giving some out...
7 days.
Girls can wait
Guys can wait.
Studies can't.

Time and Tide wait for no man.

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had a migraine yesterday.
vomited blood, much to my...amusement.
head splitting pain, much like nails to flesh, pound after pound.
its nothing new to me, except for the blood thing.
oh wells, people have periods, i vomit blood i guess.

by evening i was fine,
took a trip down to Kovan and Serangoon.
Hong Kong Cafe for WJ's birthday.
then after-treat at Liquid Kitchen.
Graveyard ain't cheap, and neither was my "Iced-Lemon-Tea"
damn, I'm always poor when i go out with them.

sometimes all you need is a little care.
It just happens I'm not one to have it
neither does one want mine.

all talk and no action,
I'm probably closing eyes cos its a stressful period.
but who knows, some are really just not worth it.

Labels: Migraine

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"Hi there, what would you like?"
"Erm, can I have a smile?"
"Sure we do, and many too! Would you like a fake-ass smile? A beautiful smile? A kinky smile, or is there anything else you would prefer?"
"Erm...how about a normal smile?"
"Sure! Here you go, a normal smile! is there anything else you would like sir?"
"Does this smile come with instructions; I mean, how do you use it?"
"Like this sir, like this..."


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This for you Andrea.
Stop sleeping late, get some rest.
And don't give up.


maybe I'm just reading it wrong, but we all make mistakes time to time I guess.

My GP essay finally crossed the 30 mark border.
and for a philosophical essay on happiness.
funny, I was brooding and emoing and out came a happy essay.
WoW.

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"Hi Hi how are you?"
"Not too great but thank you."

perhaps if you know what a rabid general is
you will know an identity.
its funny what the internet can produce.

casual talk was easy before
now I can barely ask for more.
its the same, how things are gonna be
I'm a coward, you see.

no one can live on a diet of hope.
faith perhaps, if you twist things a little, but not hope.
And I don't want to sing "Pieces" nor Timbaland's song.
mixnmatch.

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a dreary love, a simple wish
the obsession has died, the hope now pure
but a hope is just a hope,
a minuscule glimmer.

if you're pallid with ill health, I'll take the ills from you
if you're unhappy and hate the world, I'll let you hate me instead.
if all else, be happy?
haha, how hypocritical.

:(

I could ask but you'll say no.
what's the point in ruining everything...again.
its a 1:0 gamble that I'll lose you.
wonderful odds.

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Yet sceptics wonder how credible the ASEAN Intergovernmental Commission on Human Rights, inaugurated Friday at the 15th ASEAN summit, will be. After all, the 42-year-old regional bloc’s members include military-ruled Burma and the communist-ruled Laos and Vietnam, all of which have notorious human rights record. Then there is Singapore, a one-party state that tolerates little criticism, and Brunei, an absolute monarchy.
-Globalissues.org

what an irony.

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its insane.
0430, 0530.
rest without rest.
pain without love.
I'm obsession claimed and its becoming too much.
and I'm irrational.

I'll like to take back the words I said about the parents.
They do me favours like they owe me their life.
Do I deserve it? How are they indebted?
Foolish I am.

Parents. Love them, hate them.
they still be parents.

26 April seems so far away.
yet the Mom is right. 11 Nov is so much closer.

met with people I haven't met in a very long while.
but was any time lost? It felt like we met just yesterday.
or was it just politically correct laughter?
Cynical in everything I think
are we all like that?
wondering if the person we're talking to would be thinking the same thing.

Haha, the Mom made a passing comment about me being streetsmart.
Ironic the fact that I the naive fool would be the one telling someone about trusting people.
sigh.

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I'm doing shit.

Adamantium, please be strong
keep me holding on.

you plague my waking moments,
you infest my every dream.
and now i wish, i never felt a thing.
I hurt, I always do.
Instead of being a man, I act the fool.
what have I got to do with you?
bleak the landscapes I paint,
frustrated to no end.

I wish for friends beside me, right now.

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I tried to be perfect
but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'll be easy
but no one believes me
...
Pieces.
and indeed, its gone to be the pieces of me...
you reminded me of the face I fell for once
and alot of things that weren't meant to be.

its not so cool.
that I'm better off on my own.
Sum41 rocks. BB too.

my eyes are blind, my heart even more so.

sometimes I'm too empathetic.
you know how the old folk walk around peddling their goods
everytime i think of the amount they don't sell
the stares and rejections they face
I feel the despair.
even though it may not be that way for them
but its like so consuming...I shudder at the thought.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTUrDkBUtfk

Alex, this for you
you and swiss chesse

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Am i really that much of a no-achiever?
as i begin my slow descent to hell,
I just wonder who is waiting at the end.

I need to study more
I need to sleep early, get out early, mug like crazy
but most of all, I don't want you to fall behind.

Its wrong, what I'm doing
It ain't love, just a rotten affection
but you are special, no doubt about it.
then again, everyone's special...the only unique thing: DNA
give a big "HAHA"

Will there be something done at Prom?
I guess not. Casanova, that's what I am.
and a failure at that.
A call and I will fly to you
A hint, and I'll wish you true
a kiss would be bliss, to say none the least
but a gardener has many to tend to.

some flowers would cease to be
others would bite with malice
some are weeds, meant to grow
then there are pests, who eat you out of home
there are those who would bear with you much fruit
then there are others who age with you
like the sage oak the are wise
like the jasmine they are fragrant
like the evening primrose they bloom at night
like the morning glory they open at dawn
like the venus fly, they sap your blood
and like the nightshade, ever deadly.

Women, are like flowers.
Love them, hate them, eat them, gift them, spice them, get killed by them.
its all the same to me.

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Are we human or are we dancers?

spent yesterday at aLex's house yesterday...
foolish people staying way past bed time.
but it was fun.
Friday and Thursday into one.
its been long since i felt like that.

had fun..sorta.
Bro.Paul went out of his way to the usual name pointing as usual...
Augustine got pwned.
many went the way of the drains as well.
all honourable and unhonourable mentions.

Outing failed.
I was disheartened that we could not do something together one last time,
but it was enough. Buddies, strangers, classmates.
Love them hate them, they still be one in my lasting diaries.
heavy heart,
since the weight of the fact that i have graduated has finally caught up to me.
I've survived JC and in the end, I probably was never meant to be anywhere else but here.
with my class
with my mistakes
with my joys
my regrets
my most enjoyable time of life to date.


T26. I LOVE YOU GUYS!

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A witch with a grudge, claiming the souls of many.
possessive and overwhelming, the servants are tamed into submission.
Grad day in 2
and never more glad
to be rid of school, rid of classes, rid of people.
its a do or die mission,

and funny how just a week ago i couldn't care if you lived or died
and suddenly I never want you out of my life.
it don't matter, you don't know who you are
and I don't wanna go further. what a doll!

hearts on fire, and here we are wondering where the smoke came from.

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Happy Birthday Chuck.
you just proved many many points today.

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I guess she knows.
but life goes on.
and no confrontation yet, anyway.
I'm kinda sad-hopeless right now.
Maths Mock made a mockery out of me...how incompetent.

not only that, I feel useless suddenly as a Bio rep.
failure to disseminate Papers
forgot the timing of extra classes.
Great.

I push my way into little chats, hopelessly looking for conversation.
Mundane and stupid. yet the voices that call my name, never fail to put a cheer on the face.
I wish life were more simple.

Fantasy is a fallacy.
the more you live in it, the more you get bogged down by unnecessities
evergreen forests, sentient animals, fairy folk.
Nature at her best.
crisp, fresh air filling your lungs
streams of crystal clear water, murmuring by your ear
sigh.

my heart flutters with her every voice
but can I stand the shame once more?
can I face my own insecurities and walk on the ledge without care
or will I fall prey to my weak resolve once again?
Happiness is just a "yes" away.

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Come one, harm all.
at this rate, we are all going to burn, especially Prim.
I look to friends to be truthful, because I've got nth to hide
someone told me that i was looking for a soul-mate, not a friend
so why can't i make everyone my soul-mate?

the only lies are the ones that i make to myself

no matter the significance level
God will always prevail.
There is a God, no matter how hard one denies
Be He Jesus or someone else, that is another matter.

and maybe i didn't have anymore migraines,
may be possibly cos now my brother has it.
not that its anything bad for me, but hell, nothing should befall the wee-wees
only I'm allowed to bully them.
so if a demon of affliction is upon them, then a woman's scorn is nothing compared to my wrath.
and believe you me, I'm a vengeful god.

Maybe things have become better
after all, if everyone loses you, why not lose them?
come to think of it, people really change. From smile right to turn around.

don't look at me with apprehension.
if i love you, then let it be: after all, i mean you no harm,
and if worse comes to worse, I'll just deny it and fade to black.
Guardian Angels don't seek to be felt.
the only one you have to fear, is the reaction that you bear,
and the deceitful self that lies in all of us.

my greatest fear: you

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The clock will never be turned back,
and premonitions always seem to strike me, before they even make sense.
Too stupid to hold him back, too naive to think that the 'friend' would protect
and too angry at the turncoat.

drama unfolds, and i wonder how things will continue to unravel.

strike after strike, this won't be the last time.
stupid flowers.
She ain't denying anything,
so take her you fool.

Couples made to last,
couples gone to dust.

and with that, a brilliant star has fallen.

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Swing Swing Baby!!!

are we human, or are we dancers?
lol.
Pascal's Wager. The greatest sense,

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Its a cold night, and you're not any warmer.

went to Tampines again,
to fetch the shoes left behind...
always riddled with debt sia...
Pool > Snooker.
I came, I saw, I pwned!
Naise.

dreamt that Primrose left a comment on my LJ.
not in the most likely...
dreams.
how beautiful if they were true.

a white maiden
troubled with numbers
if only, if only, if only.
but its just 3 more months.
all of us will go their ways,
and I'll just be another shadow of the past.

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I think i has been seeing too much B-bars around.
its like its maths everyday.

shoulders ache,
back ache,
shin ache
heartache
headache.

ouch

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