A million things I want to say
but who to hear them anyway?
I'm very confused with the pain
but I retain my senses through the faze.
I have a severe lack of direction right now.
if I'm not getting my Uni this year,
then for what purpose have I signed on?
it was merely for the sake of my education,
but with things not going as planned
and ORD impending, have I made another grave choice
one that I've come to regret
must I really come to accept that I'm bound by failure
that I cannot make a decision that will make me look back with pride,
that would set me at ease? where have I not seen and deliberated long enough?
is my entire life a mistake?
I think it matters not if I was born this way or that
nothing under my hands will come to fruition
and I curse the day I was conceived
the union that gave me life
inadvertently sealed my death.
A few things rather confusing.
but just with the flow.
mixed feelings.
hasn't that always been the case.
tortured to no end.
Had a migraine yesterday, so i'll tag it here.
JH prolly thought I pangsey again.
haiz.
you don't need the effort to keep them close to you
those who you care for the most are the ones you always neglect.
simply because they will always be out on the limb for you.
its those who will never keep, that you want to spend a little more time with
at least you could say 'we just fell apart'
for all the effort, I could never change
for baby, I was born this way.
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