needed to pen my thoughts before they disappear...
sigh..just needed someone to know, i have put myself into a situation that i shouldn't have
instead of studies, i chose my frens...
and those said frens have left me behind, finding their new buddies ever important
but..that was okay...
i tried to get into their circle, again and again...
yet despite my efforts...i've lost them all...so few that i can count them on my fingers
i joined a CCA that i may not enjoy, i did stupid things to say: "hey, i'm stil here, always"
still no one answered...
u may say thats unfair, i wasn't like that to you....
but in your very small way, you've have hurt and finally abandoned me...
i've put up with your teasing, in bids that our friendships will stay strong
so i'm fed up, and have given up...
HYPOCRITES, everyone single one of you....
Broken and scattered