gah

i'm back home, and i feel worse than ever

went overseas, and escaped the dread life that i lead

still, its not that bad, and i loved the retreat

Truth be told, it wasn't much of a CIP...
though we did do some serious stuff, mostly, it was fun and games

hmmm, or maybe not...

well, what's for sure is that we did our job, and did it well...

and i enjoyed every moment of it...i mean, releasing baby turtles have to be a joy, aint it?

something special u dont do everyday...

then a nice journey home, mainly, the trip was more like some class bonding session

still, i don't now if i will ever be that close to them? with all their eccentricities?

bah...dunno, don care...still, they are a good class...good fun too...

and.......

to have enjoyed a beautiful holiday

only to return to a newfound hell

there's a place called Newfoundland...

should have been Newfoundhell...

have just been told, that i will not be posted to Maris Stella...and really...

i dunno what to do now...of course i would appeal...of course i would not go to anywhere else but Maris Stella...but what am i to do...have never believed in appeals, NEVER...
think they are for the weak, for those who...well, now i'm one of them...

i've always taken what life as thrown at me and taken it, and endured thru it

never excelled in me obstacles, took 1 step at a time...
damn it, damn it....i really want to shout smth out now, but...gah, don care...