Enough about Life...Enough about Love...
Who needs those...not those who have it, definitely...
the poor and oppressed...they need it so much...but no damn person gives that to them
the hungry and the children...especially in Africa...but lets not care about that God-Forsaken place...who notices it?
Death is what they need...a good hard Plague, to bring all of them back to their Maker....wouldn't it be easier? Less burden on the 'Good People' the developed countries...no need to pour funds in to the financial black hole...can care more fer their own lands...
God's Heart? Damn it la...how much he loves us? i see so many damn truths to see if he truly did...even the 'least of these' are suffering...children, damn it...compassion for them? Child prostitution? Who protects their innocence? Famine? disaster after disaster i don mind...more people off this over-laden planet anyway...what's a few more?
Morbidity to this stage...one day, i'll get a devastating disease as punishment...one that'll force me to send myself to hell...Parkinsons, Cirrhosis? What more degenerative diseases are there?
argh, damn...so late on homework, so late on EoM...trying to get myself sick, to get 1 more day of work done...too much stuff, too little time...ate so much during recess today...just so, frustrated...
2 Bak Chor Mee...1 Rendang and egg and rice...some toast...then a nice cup of ribena....like nth leh....but finally felt full in a long time...arrrggghhh...to hell we go, doodadoodaday!
Irrational And Agitated
Scorn And Dismay
