woke up late this morning, by definition that would be like 0630...
stayed up way too late talking to duckie...pissed me father off...but oh wells, whats done is done, and dear duckie didn't really want to talk to me...haha...stings and bites, duckie's now me sister! haha...oh so i think...stings and bites...
school, smool...i hate that institution of learning, cos we don learn anything...well, at least the sciences we do, but the maths and econs... to me, feels like no meaning in my intended field of slogging...so yea, what am i learning dy/dx for? someone tell me? haha...past caring le, just go thru the motion...thats what maths is all abt, anyway...
jargon and crap, i'm kinda jolly today, cos i just did me chinese A' Oral today...lovely lovely exam i tell you...but i think i'm over confident....however, it was simple, and within standards...still, the opposite, i failed me H1 paper...not that i care, but, hey, why did you fail, Gabriel? ure heck care attitude will get u into trouble 1 day....
fasting not so easy, whats more, i've truly commited to it...may God watch over me, and help me in what is right....stings and bites...tmr got CCA...how to live on fruits alone?!?!
still awaiting my letter, still dunno what to do...i'm lost without you....cease the lamenting, and the self destruction...my mind is just a mess...at least, i've found a general direction...to pass promos like sky high...and i think i'm pretty much concentrated on it...arrrgh...just realised i broke fast so many times....holy crap, God, i need You!
everytime i see my class, just a brief survey, i find divisions, i find a group of 24 split into many, many cells....why? My home tutor says that we're his best class, and that JC is where we make the most bonds...but how is that so? when i can ever see my class together, doing smth together...none i guess...sigh, stings and bites, stings and bites, its happening all over again...i've kinda ostracised myself from them...they call me emo, i see no point in being with them...sigh, its all for the better i guess...haha, i give, i give
Slash and Burn
