I think i'm a strange guy...do you think so?
eccentric even, i sure have a lot of oddities...but, thats besides the point...
hmmm, today is Youth Day...don really know what happened...didn't really feel really youthful today...felt like a burdened old man, both physcially and mentally...mentally, for reasons that i've been talking/brooding about...physcially, in that i've been suffering from a lot of back problems...really problematic back troubles...can never sit straight, or for long perids...will ache like nuts...
as for today, finally removed the sutures/stitches...which do u use?
oh, well, it did hurt...more bites...now left the scabs, really hideous...though not as bad as when it was 1st stitched up...
then went home, in expectation for the MSHS 4F meeting...then noe what? cancelled!!! wtf...left me so pissed...wanted to meet up with the chums...so all have to go PS...this is shit, i tell you...they are the remnants of happier times...now its symbolic...i can never go back to the old times, never be myself anymore...what is this, i dunno anymore, thinking too much? i don think so...oh wells...
beautiful girl, u mean so much to me...u think u are ugly, i say you're beautiful...its all in your heart...let it shine dearie, and forget what others may say...i'm like any other guy, who would still look at figure and face, but i can see the inner self too, and i see an angel before me...so pick up your confidence, and strut ur stuff...
Serene and Mellow
