Totally depressing...i really feel sick to the core
not in the best of moods, not in the best of luck...
still hyper agressive over my lost watch...i realised how much that timepiece was worth to me...now just hitting myself for that stupidity...
Lessons? sigh...unfairness to my teacher...chinese...just sleep in front of him...sigh...his damn nice...yet...oh forget it...just crap shit la...mother shit...just so much frustration...today not emo...just God-Damn F-up..and this is as vulgar as it gets...i'm almost gone from the christian fraternity...i feel so cold and excluded...fast? ah, crap it...others enjoy...why must i suffer...damn damn damn....see, hell-spawn in the making...i'm just falling deeper and deeper into that damned abyss...
(Go Gabriel, dig deeper, dig deeper...see how far u can go...)
no fun side today...maybe the new CJC dance...fiasco sia..so boring...same with the morning...i was like supposed to, like, go and stone in the LTs? just realisd...LT aircon not turned in the morning...so i guess, its back to the teacher's table and permeation...
and, WOAH, intergration is so damn FUN!!!! haha...so many damn formulas...dead,dead,dead,dead....differentiation too! maths...the best subject in the world!
EoM, so due, and not doing anything at all...what am i to do? die, perhaps? sigh...not emo, just pissed today...cool...or not...oh well, least i feel better now...
Like The Dirt On The Ground
To Be Stepped On And Ignored
Flushed Down The Drains
Around And Around We Go...
