July 31, 2008

so...what am i going to say today?
something as usual?
or something more?

nothing much, i guess...just that today ran terribly...
like clockwork gone wrong...
didnt sleep till 3 am today...then woke up at 0645
loveeely...never been more energetic...
but that's cos u live on adrenaline...
1 hour into school i just died...
1 ear in, 1 ear out...like everyday as usual...at least for this week for that matter...
dunno why, right after OCIP....was tired beyond words...for this whole week...
handed in that dread EMo...left WR...which i hope to be determined enough to pull through
stream of tests gone...stream of homework, gone?
well, at least its going to end...Saturday be mugging day, let it be fruitful...
again, i'm rejected by friends i love...rammed to that corner once again...
why have we drifted so far? 10 years of friendship...sublimating...
well, its not just one...its many many more...
those who try to be close are thrown back to where they came...
those who are in the circle are trying to run away...
let this be my ranting ground, my haven to release stress...
a black hole of emptiness and silence...of peace and darkness,
of a void that everyone needs...or otherwise?
question...
do you find others when you ram into complications
or do you hide by yourself?
thats all for now, i guess...tmr another day of misery...

Spaces To Be Filled,
How Far Are You Willing
A Minute, An Hour, or A Day?
Perhaps Till The Very End?

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