hoho, today is not the prettiest of days...
woke up nice and early...for whatever strange reasons...disgusting, i say...so early for no obscene reason...so, just stoned...
breakfast, then, grandma house...mainly stoning, then awaited for time to pass...along came my 2 cousins...then we played a round of mahjong...then away they scooted...
had one of moments again...so i went up the hill, and started pruning...haha, what a prude...but yea, trim away, cut and snip...the pomelo plant sure has many aphids and dead leaves...rotten to the core, even had some termites...omg...but yea, still strong and green...yet silent and resilient...more or less, like me, like a tree, just always waiting, waiting, waiting...
went fer music lesson...and i really don noe what to do...should i just quit, or just carry on fer that last few mths? i dunno anymore...so sad, so sad...so dilemma..again...if i carry on, i'll be doing fer some one eles, and not fer meself...
skipped church, cos i didnt feel like it...despite being a special evangelistic event...sigh...just too tired..too emburdened...(dunno if that's a proper word...) snacked and snackedand snacked on the pleasures of the flesh...
Jap class was the most memorable today...mainly cos i just liked it...haha...back to home and back to bed...night has befallen and really just don care...
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