sigh...just back from a temporal heaven...
this blog template is really hard to navigate...dunno whether to switch to custom designs...but oh wells, its for me to brood over...
just came back from ATC, as mentioned, and really regret coming home...sigh, came back to a shouting volley with my mother...dunno if can say its my fault or...sigh, don really care anymore...tired, tired...so i came back, then knocked out for a few hours...really slept well...missed my baby pillow!
and i hate assholes who say my chinese is good...screw that guy upside down...4 characters and u make a fuss...lame asses...guess i feel really irritated now i guess...
For the ATC...quite alright actually...though every single of them(Sec2s) so SLOW! and so cheeky...really unexpected...and even more so when they said that i was a nice guy...hmmm...cool! though on the last day i couldn't really say that i was a nice guy now...shouted at them like nuts...maybe a lack of rest and a tightrope temper i guess...hmmm, sounds and looks weird...oh well...the campfire was one of the best i've ever seen...a lack of colour, was made up with lotsa lame jokes, and a super good ass-dancer..seriously...u can never expect that man! for his size....no offense Shafiq!
ATC,ATC...i miss NPCC...really want to be posted back to Maris Stella...but, what are the chances? hope they are high enough...
no philosophies, no stupid other crap...just sick of it and really really hope it ends soon...fickle man, fickle shit...hate it...arrgh! haha...love my new boyfriend! haha...joking...i SAID I WAS JOKING! zzzz....thank you or the wonderful time that u gave me, Area 5, with our guests from 12 as well...enjoyed my time with you, and hope to see you soon....
Dread and Misery,
Destruction and Hate
