take a deep breath...
now let it out...
SSSIIIIIIGGGHHHHH...
and sigh again,
and again
and again...
We have now gone our ways,
each taking the half that we want...
cryptic, cryptic, or maybe not..
again i ask, is cultivating love so important?
how does the seeds of affection grow for the other party?
so many questions, so little answers...
it's all in the mind...
distance urself from the emotional aspect,
u find that love is nothing but a pang of feelings,
which are in turn chemicals...
u think that she/he is the one...
turned out nothing but a flood of hormones raging...
BTW, i'm not talking about me...
and i'm not sour or anything,
neither am i jealous..
just, just....
again, tiresome as ever,
i hate life! haha
thats tantamount to saying i hate God...
which i don't...which is so confusing...
still...ya...u noe...lol...
ok, semi-high, dunno why...
(drawing pleasure from misery? i should draw pleasure from my own misery...which makes me my own anti-thesis...hmmmm)
today, wasted 7hours of my time,
doing carpark marshal duty...
which was so damn bloody boring...
a true waste of time...
then, went to Beach Road...
half the route with a bunch of 4 others...
and as expected, i'm alone...
or made myself alone...which is not unusual...
now i don really care, and still don't...
wanted to tailor my uniform...but apparently a full set cost $75
hmmm, not worth it,
so ran around getting lost on the wonderful bus services...
got home, stoned, tuition...
nothing much more, nothing much less...
life is the same as usual,
fantastic routines...which i love abiding to...
a human machine, going through the motions,
day by day, month by month, year by year
As Another Day Passes,
How Many More People Have You Hurt?
How Many Have You Pushed Aside?
How Many Have You Overlooked In That Hurry?
How Many?
