Drained
havent felt this bad in a while...
so tired, everywhere sleep...
LT, sleep, Class, sleep...
sleep sleep sleep...
so damn tired and dunno why...
maybe the weariness from the playin and the relevation of doom
i dunno what to do...
i cant study on my own,
and i'm not making the effort to try to study with others...
homework is so basic and i leave it alone...
whine whine whine rant rant rant...
Sept Hols round the corner, better make full damn fking use of it...
of love and desires...i feel like a fool...
one that yearns, yet shuns...
one that waits, in patient futility...
worried, really worried...I HAVE TO MAINTAIN that distance
any closer, my fingers will be burnt...
perhaps i shall be a silent custodian,
just biding my time...or maybe i'm just a coward,
hiding behind the curtains, waiting till its all over...
before i take my place, picking up the pieces...
again, love our age is not love...
just the experiments of youthful hearts...
i will get over it...I MUST get over it...
Dead And Deader
Doom And Doomer
Put The Sun Back Into The Gloom
Hide Its Glow For A Rainy Afternoon
Misery At Last,
Despair In My Heart
