Today...well,
lets just say that a recurrence happened...
migraine started again...
well, even if you told me to take care of myself,
i cant stop this thing anyway...
so, early morning,
supposed to go ICA,
supposed to go do PW
supposed to go study..
ended up nothing
pounding worse then Thursday...
yet through it all, an incredible sense of clarity...
was left alone at home to recuperate...
not a bad idea, since i was almost homicidal...
lets just say, medicine didnt work...
or rather an adversitity to it,
seeing that caffeine cant make u sleep, which is what my meds contain...
the day's routine:
skipped lunch and breakfast, cos no one to provide...
empty from 7 to 4
slept, then woke up,
through the cymbals, went to drink
then puked the water...so, ended up
7 to 4, also no water to drink...
its not just about the discomfort...
it was about the corrosion in your teeth
then, as i was staring out the window,
nearly went over the edge...
that was how painful the crap was...
and that being said, the specialist i saw b4,
said that mine was a minor case...
God was there...after contemplating the "high jump"
i tried to sleep...praying before i tried...
in the end, was the most restful period...
woke up almost cured...maybe He still watches over me...
Sanity Is A State Of Mind
In Pain And In Sorrow
We Have To Find
That One Lonely Place Of Peace
To Rest To Live To Die
