anger management may be what i need...
i dunno...i find it immensly difficult to hate people...
cos somehow somewhere, what they have done or said,
was by some upper scheme of things...
just be angry, and then forget about it...
why do you bear a grudge?
so alright...
moody the whole day...cos of this nice friend of Cammie's
early morning come in talk so loud...
if it was me only sleeping, then maybe not so bad...
but hey, XY was also in front...so ya, too tired to care too much,
so i sorta let her choose my mood for the whole day...
anger and well, mainly just shunning everyone...
so sad, again i apologise to the friends around me...
just ignore me, k? then when i'm almost back to normal...
usually after a hearty meal, then start trying to talk to me...
till then...i'll just be an indifferent grouch...
overall, the whole class was so...sian?
so boring atmosphere...
so...sickening...i think
i have affected those sitting around me...
Jess beside me so...tired all the time...always has the sigh look...
but maybe it's my opinion? or maybe its just me...
i dunno anymore...commitments...why do you ppl care so much...
leave me be a while guys...when i happy, no one around is there to share that joy...
then when everyone is jolly and smiling ear to ear...i fall into an indifferent mood...
do i really draw the hate and misery, sorrow and difficulties from everyone and make it my happiness?
maybe it's some innate ability...to draw from others...
seriously...my mood seems very much vice-versa from others around me...oh wells...
went for Bball trainin without a hitch...
however, got scolded by Coach for non appearance...
guess CCA records nothing left le la...sigh...
oh wells...stupid decisions lead to stupid outcomes...
and ya...maybe i'm fated to be alone...
Go to school, go alone
Go home, go alone
Go tuition, go alone, occasionally see Joshua
Back from tuition, go alone
Go to outing, go alone,
Come home, go alone...
At home, just happy left alone...
Outside, so very much happy to be alone...
me and me and me...
a happy life i lead...
Back To Square One
Back To The Grim And Mire
The Death Grip Of Quicksand
The Sticky Pitfalls Of Swamplands
