well...
something brightened my day...
5 people know about it...one of them oblivious to that fact
which will then come to be that 4 ppl know that i was made happy...
haha, or so i think...or they think...
its so easy to wear a false mask...
today, mood definitely went up...duh...it like, RAINED?
rained till my hearts content...and good food, good friends...
only an ass could remain like yesterday...
still, productivity went out the window ya?
haha...see la, cannot be in any accomodation friends...not with us still not feeling the pressure...
maybes i need to run...maybes i need to do smth else...
i dunno...haha, i dunno everythin it seems...
well, today went well,
tasty breakfast...
dumb suggestion...
great lunch/dinner
stupid time spent...
at least i cleared some doubts...hehe...
aches still there, heart sore as usual...
i could burst one day with the stupidity in this chamber of mine
all right...i'm jealous...jealous that i cannot risk jeopardising what i share now...which isn't much...and, i feel...so...inferior...
sigh, this sucks...
i do want you, but i noe your meant for someone else?
i want to hold you in my arms
do the cliche things that everyone else does
to watch the sun set and rise
.............................................
romance is for others, i guess,
back to the shell that's reserved for silly old me
A Cell I've Made For Myself
Only Few Hold The Key
Will You Join The Crew?
