Emo again...
sigh, will this never end?
my mood swings are so, pendulous...
from one extreme to the other, i hardly find even ground
from end to end, the energy passes, back and forth, back and forth
and like perpetual motion, i will never attain what i wish with my heart...
the longest yearnings, the earnest seeking...
yet i feel like a rat, lusting after the beautiful swan...
its after the few years, that i've been hit with the relevation
of how much i know not about you
your haunts
your likes
your...life...
and yet i claim to be your friend...
i feel like that geek beside the beauty queen
i fluster when i speak to you, never wiping off the smile of the joker
i feel like a fool, and, and...sigh...
today...wonderful day...
quite a joke actually...woke up late...only to realise its the hols...
then, disaster i guess, in 2 minds to study and to not to...
now as 1 day of the precious 7 have been thrown out the window,
HOW MUCH DO YOU ACTUALLY THINK YOU CAN ACHIEVE GABRIEL?
will not stay in the house...
i shall throw myself out of it...this little i must attempt...
Vinee and me, had a little chat...
Sean and I, had a little chat...
what to make of it, i dunno...
who wanna be with an ass-clown like me?
A Stand-up Comedian Is What I'm Not
The Butt Of The Joke Is What I Am
A Nightingale Is What I Wanted To Be Gifted As
Turns Out As Melodious As Stairboard Creaks
A Heart Of Ice,
Eyes Of Malice
And A Touch Of Stone
