sick to the core
with all the kinetocore...
i cant study right, especially at home...
i cant study as well, when i'm out alone
all my friends have each other...
guess i'm not good to have around huh...
some friends i have...
acquaintances i guess...
class and old buddies alike,
GUESS YOU PEOPLE CAN JUST GO HIDE AND FUCK YOURSELVESnot an unfair statement i hope,
no offense to Edwin Chan...
least you're still somewhere around...
Guess i can finally let go...
don really need a love in my life anyway...
perhaps i'll be like that guy in Taxi...
living beside my mama when i'm 33...
looking upon a wasted youth,
brooding all day long...
still no one listens,
no one really knows me...
i guess i'm a pathetic piece of shit that no one needs
useful here, unwanted next, i hate all of your false concerns
u give me the absolute look of disdain,
the spiteful words, the detestable stares
actions never fit your words, you people are my classmates
lies upon deceit, you people are my ex-classmates
treating me as i was never there, you people are my church mates
i just want somebody to hold me, someone to be my absolute friend
am i so hard to get along with?
can you not just see past my eccentricities?
i yearn attention, cos i need attention...
i'm not a giant made of stone,
i take insults in a way that hurts later...
derogative, how much more can you hurt someone with no esteem?
I've found that shoulder to cry on...
It has always been beside me...
no, i've found 2...left and right
Had A Bad Day
Only Me To Blame
Since No One To Lean On Anyway
I'll Find My Pillow
