And if i were to leave,
would you be there to send me off?
or will u join me, on this fugitive's chase
this fugitive of the law...
why am i saying this?
i have been having this recurrent dream,
or nightmare, if you have it...
i go to sleep, then i would be in this place,
reminds me of CentrePoint at Somerset...
there, behind this stairwell,i would find myself, in the 1st person
and there would be this blade, and i would force this blade into someone else,
a guy, faceless, though everything else is in vivid detail...
but the 2 most memorable occurences of this nightmare, have different endings
the first, i would run, and run, and spend my life running
the other, i find another gang of murderers, who would shelter me...
and this scene of Clarke Quay, where i walk past police,
and nothing happens...sounds like gibberish, but i don't noe how to put it better
but what really scares me, is that i've had so many visions before
many a time i've seen the future and it happened...
the only thing keeping me sane now, is that the dreams i remember clearly are the ones that would not occur...God help me...
my love promised to run with me
but what kind of love, i really don't ken,
and i don wanna ken...sigh...
went to school, submmitted I&R
Mr.Hoi told me to dry run in front of him
and he's worried, that this 8-pointer, can't pass OP, will damn sad case
not exact wording, but the meaning's there
means i'm going to fail, means i'm going to "die"
no mood anymore, just so..solemn, so...tired...
heard a radio talk show about euthanasia...
made me so pissed with the government...then my father told me to be the prime minister...you wish Dad!
i'm going to be the emo minister, make everyone as emo as me...
then when u ppl emo, i can draw ur sadness, and make it my joy...
ah, the sad life i lead...
New Word
Its Called Failure
