i guess i'm sick of the same words
misery, pain, anger, yada-yada-yada...
but that's what i've placed myself into,
and somehow, i dun wanna climb out...like living in self-denial
Cowardice.
sigh, today, went average i suppose
just the state of suspicion, that she's attached...
then that made me feel like a stalker
i got myself to blame...loser here dun wanna take initiative,
so someone else came along? all for the best,
"cos obviously, she's outta my league"
and the other one just blows hot and cold on me, till i'm at a loss
besides that, we're worlds apart...opposites don't attract, they conflict
people live in different worlds, private ones that can't be shared
my family detests me
my friends aren't really there, besides their not family
i need a confidence boost...
on and off, we meet, go through a set period of time (school)
then "bye, who are you?"
talk to others of our cliques, then "bye, who are you?"
back to school, the story continues...
guess i'm asking to live in Utopia...
Nights Of Silence
Days of Solitude
