Was just going through some memories
once again, i brood and mood
its not pleasant, looking at my heart's affection
or do i have a heart anyway? i think i do...at least...
but the future's come along,
cruel and harsh, it took the times away
all that's left is an empty shell, trying to fill itself
i feel so lonely at night, in the morn, and all times of my life
"you don't know me, you don't even care"
picking up to go to Boston? sigh...
fine morning, we played basketball, my fine crew of 4F...
at least, the few remnants of it...
4v4, really showed me how much my fitness has dropped:P
but its the sweat and laughter, that made me happy
and i enjoyed my time, (to think people think i hate life)
haha...not that my other friends aren't any fun:P
we all lead different lives, have our little multi-faceted masks
thats why i hate socialising, cos everyone is so false
my T26 smile
my Mavis cracks
my buddy talk
and the ah beng stance
its at home, when no one is watching, that
EVERY SINGLE HYPOCRITE DROPS HIS/HER BRAVADOor maybe its greviously me...just me, who has this problem
but people, look deep and ask if this is true
that in different cliques you throw different attitudes
i cannot be genuine, if all the world throws at me are snides and disdain
My Heart Aches,
Baby G, Will You
Dance To Me?