I'm tired
I'm really really tired
I
really want to sleep now
to sleep for eternity
why can't God let me?
I've ailments of every kind, both physical and mental
i'm so dependent, i can't live on my own
its not fair to ask for anyone to kill me
nor for me to kill myself
Life is as God gives, so why can't He see beyond this pain?
or perhaps its me, that's the great insufferable whiner
Turns and tides are part of life
but can someone show me the big picture?
be happy and be forgiven, for a day may come when you've lost them all
go forth and have peace, for Hell is behind every turn
hurt your family, and live with the memory of pain
ignore your friends, what are you left with?
quote with wild abandon, but the meaning is lost 'til you've made your own
this place is a serious ground for ranting and random-ness
and it burns, and it stings and it hurts
but brood and be reminiscent, you'll soon get lost in time
i have loved and been loved in return
i just didn't see beyond the short time we had
and now that there comes this parting of ways
a searing of the embroidery we were part of
stitches and frayed ends, we've all had to go
its stressful and taxing
all this thinking has left me very weak
i could be falling into depression
i could be just crazy
but i'm not as fit as i was
i've really been sickly
but everyone thinks i'm the Iron Man
now all that's left is but a gaboohongee
and his silly little baby
My Loves Are Lost And Gone
And The Only Person Left Other Than Family,
Is But The Baby In Me
