Words mean nothing
Pictures talk too much
freeze frame in time, i wish for eternity
to be with who i love
and to be with who i hate,
to make them who i love
its not easy to be perfect, but in my own little world,
i try to ask for perfection
to be the perfect friend
to be the perfect boyfriend
to be the perfect son
to be the perfect student
to be the perfect gamer
but life is not to be
for perfection lies in God
as much as i wish to be like Him
He makes it so very hard
so now, all i ask is to be human
to love life as God gave it to me
So why do i strive for oblivion?
i hate this world, not myself
everything in it is so wrong,
so wrong, so wrong
i wish to have companionship, one like minded fool
to share this pain, to harbour this joy
a honey and my sweet pie
Saddened And Disheartened
Disenchanted
