I'm just a confused boy, not knowing how this world works
naivety to the max, i suppose...
but sadness comes with a reason, and perhaps voicing it out may help me in some ways
perhaps the silly thing about me,
is that i may have fallen again
but back into the love trap is not where i want to be
so a conflict arises, leading to dilemma
another thing would be the lack of
innovation
determination
and COMMON SENSE
priorties are not being set straight, and this pisses me off
more than anything, i want to change, but myself won't do the job
u interested?
thirdly, for the world, i'm questioning again
WHY THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN BOTHER KEEPING ME
WHEN ALL YOU WANNA DO IS THROW ME OUT?
anguish? no. confusion? PRETTY FUCKING MUCH
perhaps i'm not a typical 17 year old
one that you envisioned your son to be
but would it hurt so badly to actually show that you appreciate me?
OR AT LEAST TELL ME WHAT YOU FUCKING WANT!
I'm sick of the snides you throw,
sick of the nochalant attitude you take towards me
SICK OF IT FUCKING ALL!
so can someone tell me,
why the fuck was i even born?
Yes Daddy,
Gabriel The Test Subject
Awaits his Answer
Labels: Anger
