December 31, 2008

An account of today
went to Polycinic..waited 3 hours, and got diganosed, as developing recurrent asthma attack, making me wish now that i didn't go to the doc's, seeing as i got medicine
met up with Huiling, chat and took unglam photos...
saw LinTong at Bras Basah...imagine my delighted surprise
bought new earphones, almost regretting
and so a day and year passed


sigh,
why am i so forlorn on such a "momentous" occasion
why am i always so perplexed by the actions i take?
why do i always brood and brood about the past present and future?

i need to simmer, stone and hide
its not like i have no frens...
its not like i have a problem family
its not like i'm not well off...
so why am i always demanding for more?

touching on subjects close to heart, i still wonder,
why do you people still stick by me so closely...
maybe no one does...

looking back, i see nothing but a hateful year
one of many bad memories, poor learning experiences,
in short, everything poorly...
so much so as to have forgetten the good that happened

maybe the eventful ones go like so
8 points for O's
Became attached
Flew to CJC
Made new friends
lost some friends
got a PSP
became single
posted NOT to my alma mater
Failed, in my eyes, my Promos
Went overseas without family
did PW

what more to say on each, i have little memories of anything
much less pictures
love and hate,
kindness and cruelty
the light and the dark
to each one be you a mix of both
and many more

Let the world die with this year
and born again the next

Miserable Year to Me
Happy New Year To You

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