i'm bored
and in a dilemma
AS USUAL...lol...
to turn down or not, that is the question...
to visit the SPF, or to quit it...
damn damn damn damn
i'm a lucky kid, undoubtedly that is true...
but to what extent am i allowed to feel the joy that i have?
sigh...very much little, very much none...
depressed again...i don't know why...
jokes all around, i forgot my handphone,
so right now its in a cadet NCO's custody
keep it safe...rofl
i'm definitely missing something, which i don't wanna admit,
or move forwards to obtain, for it'll pass in time,
in a very long and painful period of time...
i seem jolly...don't even sound emo...gahgah
tiresome habits of mine, i'm just ranting randomness...
don mind me, tmr's going to be fun packed and jammed:P
i hope...Aishite
