I'm not doing something right
i swear, something's going all wrong
in anguish i shall cry
in pain i shall scream
to voice out my pain, to throw out my sorrow
for I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TROUBLES ME
and i wish to seek the answer
could it lay with God? for i've not been in touch with Him
could it be a member of the opposite sex? but i've no one in my life now
could it be my studies? likely so, since i've not started, and see no beginning
could it be my health? with the incessant cough going on for 4~5 weeks now
or could it be just me, me being me
again i'm "emo" then again i'm not really...or am i?
damn damn damn damn
i want to redo so many things
but no one has a time machine
if only, if only, if only...
IFTiresome