i'm so furious at myself and anyone around
i really could just hit any Tom on the streets
but,
perhaps i'm the stupid one...after all, i went to take up puffing
i actually thought smoking could cure me woes
FAT CHANCE...it only worsened them...
to beg forgiveness, i'm not doing that
but i'm not going to turn into a delinquent, that's a no-no
perchance, todays went rather awry...
with conclusions and even more and more class politics...
but i'm saddened...
the only reason i'm doing my best and trying so hard, is cos of 3 reasons
1.Hon~na
2.Me still being in T26
3.Regrets
If any were to break and fade,
then i too may as easily fade
but 2 have already become faintIts hard to love someone whom you can't love
and its harder when you know you don't stand a chance
better yet, i'm taking it out on people around
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!?!?!!
i think you think i'm dumb
but clearly your past and gone
what happened to the friendship we had
flashed back into the past perhaps