i feel dead
i'm really like so ready to jump off somewhere
perhaps out my class window ba, but that's not fair to my classmates
feeling dead, its not exactly being dead, but its close
and today even worse,
people thought it was one of my normal swings
all i can say is, good job
have you ever seen me in such temper?
looking at a friend's blog,
on a smile of stitches, i find that apt, in my sitution
that i smile and smile and smile and smile
but i find it so false, and so very out
ah, forget it, i'm back to my old self again...
just another person in T26,
nice people, each in their own world
having their own loss and gain
grouches and grouses
moans and pains
what a medley of miserable businesses
i miss my verbal sparring partner...
RAG, where you be in all the hectic school term?!
and ya still owe me 20 bucks:P
how i wish i could be,
a knight in shining armor, for all the world to see
a play of words, a stab in me,
all i ask for, is a sweet: "miss me?"
but that for all the world, is not to be
she likes my good buddie, and not me
I search and search to no avail
the answer, to her great turnaround
is she vixen behind those tears
or is it just an imagination gone wild?
that attacks a heart so fragile
and a mind so naive,
that anyone could possibly want gaboohongee
Heartaches and Breaks
i wish you would stop pretending to ignore me, and hate me instead...that a way i'll shall know better