sigh...
apt sayings and rantings
i'm feeling so lost...as in seriously, i suddenly lost my life's direction
sorry that this week has been so bad babes and hunks,
that i have been so irritable
i think i'll still be no where calm, but i'm put on that fake smile,
just for the BBQ
School lessons today was chill...
new eccentric teacher for Econs
the only problem, is that the class may not be that great
and A DOod said smth that stilled my heart for a moment in joy
but i need to let go,
seriously i do
before the a scandal sparks and a life goes haywire again
i try, really i have
I've believed that God has someone for me and still do...
i have no need to look for her, that He'll provide
which is why i sometimes look with disdain at couples...
let me ask:
1.do you date someone to know them better
2.or do you date them and look forward to a life with that person?
Marriage is a scary institution to me...
Training was a bit hard wall today
but coach was already good enough to give me leeway...
and then rushed over to St'Gabs
to no regret man:)
Thanks for the treat at Sakae, Mr. Lim!
and a great thing i just realised
i've always been wanting people to trust me,
to let me be the ranting shoulder...
but then i realised, i don't exactly portray the image of trustworthiness
and i don't actually trust others with my secrets either
oh wellls:P
i'm willing to lend you my shoulder,
but how far would you go if i did the converse?
will it be to take and plunder my secrets
or hold them forever in your heart?