It is intolerable that 1 should toil and toil till the end of my days,
like a worker bee, leaving all dreams behind, for the sake of a family...
heard this from somewhere...of course not word for word...but the meaning is there
and i feel...i mean, it sorta connects to me...oh wells...
even the most hardened woman will cry
even the toughest man will shy
to flinch or to pinch
to fight or to take flight
let's make light of the sense in non-sense
up down left right, cardinal points
directional failure,
missing letters and space filling forms
I sorta feel...empathic...with Chia...
but hers...fulfilled moments
me...denial...and I'm forever in the guilt...
a world of stars, a world of flies
dreams that itch, people
that twitch
blatant lies, red-handed crimes
regrets, regrets, regrets.
Pity, I'm no longer me
