我就是心太软,心太软
is it time yet?
for me to die?
cos either i may die of coughing, die of weakness, or just die of heartbreak
i've become so pathetic...even i loath myself now
you cannot imagine how taxing this is,
to continously hold this heartache
to just feel so fucked up, so...disgruntled
so much for telling Jess and Mama everything...
i tried, really i did...
its the 1st time i even felt optimistic for the day
but you can only go so far...try this much before it just crumbles away
I should have been better born dead, so that no one would know of me
then i wouldn't cause hurt to those around me...
then i wouldn't see the hurt she causes me day by day...
its funny, how much i could take in secondary school
its funny, how i didn't have fitness problems in J1
am i worrying myself sick?
na, the 2 lovey doves couldn't care less either way
stay strong kid, so that you might live to die,
again and again and again 