Its a scar borne on my heart,
be she lover or be she friend, I'm denied either
Nothing i say or do now can change anything
But its what i don't know i CAN do that keeps me at a painful loss
day by day, i just float into space...
Sitting Waiting Wishing
Talk about loneliness,
I'm the one sitting alone most of the time...
It brings such conflicting thoughts...
this is something that i don't know where and how to act...
I'm probably some oddity listening in on a conversation
that i have no business jumping into anyway...
who needs my 2 cents worth? i probably don't make much sense anyway...
sigh, the broken chain of thoughts...
i want to kick myself...
so what if i didn't bring my notes...
excuse to sleep ah...
DISGUSTING.
FILTH.
WASTREL.
you've never looked so beautiful