A waltz, a jam
a march around the merry bends
i asked for your audience, you smiled inwardly
and gave me the time of my life
till sun should set or rain should pour,
we'll dance and dance and dance and dance
together, forevermore...
but such a wish, impossible it seems...today, a great day
blood donation...at least some of my worthless life is brought to someone else
maybe not so useless after all...
i love myself, that much i know...its the place where i live in
the dictation's of this society that makes it so hard...
perhaps i'm too much of a hedonist.
and its a wonder, how innocent we were as children
the play acting, the love
then a taint came into mine...a scarring
ever since, I've been pretty much corrupted...but life has gone and past
i gotta worry about the "now"
at times i wish for change, but change at a price whereby the person i want
to open up to seems to shut me out
and friends around i neglect and drag down...
every night i just want to sit down and cry
its time to end the show...
