February 17, 2009

Doom, Gloom...
How long its been since I've used those words
I've changed over the year, or perhaps only the vocab has...
the meanings are always still the same
Ha.Ha.Ha
its really really hard, but know this:
The mind is a powerful tool...and yup, new blog skin...haha
the old one too dreary and full of misery

Its easy to smile, after all, it takes 15 odd muscles of your jaw
i dreamt of XY...which makes me curious
whether it be dream or conjuration...
but perhaps only when i'm at my weakest mental state

I've not been perfect, but neither have you,
so please ignore the next few words, cos they're directed at you
(stitches from songs all over)

Have i been caring for others so much
that i need not be cared for myself...coincidental really
here's Mr.Hoi talking about his dead friend
and there i was making the most sardonic laughter...last night, all alone, it really felt so bad, with no hand to hold

Life's a bitch, ride her out

And i loved you
for who you were

and ya, lastly, spent the entire afternoon sleeping in the toilet
love my sickness...

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