March 6, 2009

RAWL!

Are we out of sync?
Take charge of your own life, its the only responsible thing to do

When you choose to dwell in sadness, its the pain that will follow you
if you choose to dwell in joy, only happiness will light your way.

at times, it feels like I'm a drowning man under the ice floes,
desperate to break through but unable to surface...
entrapped by ice on all sides, the seconds slip away, like the days that pass...
i cannot let this go, simply because I'm me...
not for love or anything, but simply the good times shared...the only good times I've ever had

but...
its not fair to others, when i make them care for me..
when they should have been better off caring for others...
I'm not a paraplegic,
I have a wholesome family
I've some friends...
that should suffice.

why did i ever start to become so...disgruntled?
yea, that's right...start of last year...
why?

Don't know...

Its a rude slap to the face, that one who encouraged me yesterday,
should face such discouragement. That's great, isn't it...


and yea, since i can't say it to you face to face,
then ya: congrats to you XY, on your distinction.

Off to camp now...
cheers!
now haven't i heard that some where before?

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