When a man loses his God,
he loses himself.
Every time you look at me, my heart sinks
for any delight that was on your face dissipates instantly
I can only watch from a distance,
glimpse at your smiles, listen to your laughter...
each day, just feeling the twinges of jealousy, reverberate throughout me
but then again, i have no claim to friendship nor kinship,
so i have no right, right?
and so i run away,
run, run away,
run to hide my hurt, run to hide my pain...
and everyday, it seems to me
that there's no point in me returning to your life
seeing ya all smiles without me...
I'll probably put that frown back in
noble? Na, just the COWARD'S way out.
I'm so shallow and narrow minded, both in feelings and thoughts
my scope and view, entirely dismissible...
how to write an essay, when my points are superficial
how to give advice, when I'll just probably kill you
i should just go hide and fuck myself.