Apparently, I'm turned off by passionate kissing on screen...
lol...maybe I'm still conservative despite my twisted mind...
how much more convoluted am i going to make myself?
I feel like a play thing right now,
and to think that the only way after hitting rock bottom was up...
what happened to the euphoria i felt days ago? perhaps I've not hit bottom yet.
And the roles have been switched but this time round
there won't be anyone to ask "what's wrong"
what's more, this false gaiety thing is so not me
but if in pretending i may save some,
then by all means, I'll keep up this facade.
I hide the pain, i hide the scars
but what pain upon what scars,
shall be mine to keep forever
but right now, someone seems more scarred than meLet the party begin
