my heart was heavy
and i didn't reckon why i would storm out so badly
I know I'm quite tiresome...
its not like i want to be
i said i'll try...
but i know not where to start...
never had such a bad bout of melancholy:(
been hanging out with NEL dudes
sorta relieves some pain.
i'll go on pretending,
and forget that nothing ever happened.
outs.
