June 19, 2009

I'm going to talk big
don't say i asked for it...
haven't had a migraine in ages and its more worrisome than relieving
one thing's for sure, that the lack of it feels good...(duh!)
but one of the few things that i could count on is its frequency
you could know that you were going to get it
its almost like my version of the monthly

but if even on that i cannot count on
there's nothing that i can trust anymore
not the human nature, definitely

well,
I'm reliving the old times
the old times i thought i had lost
the old times i missed so much
but its all coming back
my old friends
its like they took a hiatus and came back
the age old teasing, the same lame defenseless verbal victim(me)
but ITS SO GOOD.
makes me think that the recent person lost was insignificant(if only that were true)

not drunk, but the after effects still last.
sober, but i wish for the dream state

stories told like they came from a grimoire
how's that for vocab.

solemn meeting and dinner
a murtabak that dissolved into the pit
a Dinosaur that didn't chill
people I'll most likely not meet again
an association of alumni that I'll leave but not of my choice

in name and not in status

I'll just cast a spell to make me feel better
the parents are irritating.
but it makes me so guilty, the way i treat them.
somebody scold me?

{ gone at 23:35 }


&.He
zoeychrix
designer
sandshelltealeaf

&.Walked
TAGBOARD!
Cbox