this pain is getting incessant and unnecessary
i know not what i do
but i do want to be vindicated.
but how will i go about exacting revenge?
na, how to forgive when hate is burning
hate is consuming
it robs you of sanity
it robs you of sentient thought
in short: it drives you nuts.
somehow, marginal utility of NATM2 seemed really diminished.
maybe cos i waited for so long.
should i have or should i have not?
seen what i shouldn't have, thought what i shouldn't have
let me have your body
let me lavish sweet kisses
and let me have you
to take love to the moon
rip, tear and kill.let me spread you apart
break the thin curtains
chaste maiden you will no longer be
I'll release my fury
stem the tide you will not
and finally when you're beaten and bruised
I'll withdraw and leave you high and dry
my sanity sin complete
I'll have you and then discard you.