June 11, 2009

Disappointing, today.
nothing really done.
and not good, not good at all.
at least I've given myself direction

"at least" sounds rather hollow.
and maybe I was the one who had broken promises.
maybe I'm the one who left.
maybe.

but its a big world
and running is not a way to escape the harsh tragedies.
if you knew your future, what fun would there be?
if you could plan your failures
your joys
your sorrows
the paths you take
...
but maybe I do want to be a control freak
perhaps then I'll know what to say
how to act
what to do.
but that's a life i cannot afford.
still, its okay to wish for that pipe dream, no?

btw Kat,
some guys over at Batam figured ya to be a hot gal:P
makes me happy they be jealous
haha, 26 ftw i guess

maybe you never really have to look far.

I like this song:
Something in Your Mouth by Nickelback, album Dark Horse.
just maybe:P
I'll say my attraction started cos you were that.

but oh wells.
last revelation.
i guess you do not insult nor prod someone else's property now.
but i wonder who owns who.
but its not like that either i guess.
i should just leave it as that.
no point in breaking sand, right?

and i just saw an anime pic that i would kill for...
*wipes drool...

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