I may just stop writing soon.
i started this as a place to place feelings
when perhaps it should have been just recounts.
when you are feeling totally lost.
and no one is there to pick you up
i knew I'd finally use up all my lifelines
there's a certain kind of support that one always seeks
there's a kind of friend that one always wants.
but is there a need?
right now, i feel really down
I'm depressed.
minor clinical depression.
if your handwriting reflects your personality,
then doesn't the content speak about your state?
introvert, huh.
funny how MQ knows me better than myself.
funny how he can see my uncertainties.
haha, why can people tell me more about myself than i can?
the song 'Broken Man' by Boys Like Girls comes to mind.
am i finally allowed to cry?
because if hate and distance doesn't work,
there's nothing physical left that I can turn to.
and the kind of love that i need right now is far from spiritual
will someone just smile and talk to me?
I'm pleading.
please.
