The only person that people love in the end is themselves
That's why you choose to love the person who can please you the most.-Nana
selfish, yes?
but it must be, for that's what I've come to see
i really just feel so tired...
I'm glad that nothing happened...no, correction, I'm glad that i got to be that way
it just lets me see how i was
how others clicked.
I've never felt so happy, on my way home today.
this sudden inexplicable joy(?)...i even jumped up in the middle of nowhere
perhaps its true...true that i have a female way of thinking
overly emotional, often irrational yet rational
decisive, yet otherwise.
i think it wasn't Jar or anyone else that left me.
I think it was I that left them.
like it was my greatest fear, that it came down to me
it
is always me, isn't it?
so why does everyone seem to care about this rotten apple?
humans really perplex me.
i wonder if i'm part of the species sometimes.
sigh
just tired
and Primrose was missed.
much.
wo yi jing bian le, dan yi jing lai bu ji le
