been thinking lately
what has been making me such a tard i am
the dark creepy feel i always have around...
sigh
one kind of escapism i suppose.
its funny, in a dream i was granted a wish,
and without hesitation i asked for that
ha.ha.
goes to show what's most important huh.
and been reading alot of manga these days...
fantasy worlds where dragons exist
where super heroes gain super powers because they want to
how the main character is super talented in some way
or has ecchi things happening all the time:P
talk about a normal school boy's life...
point is, i just keep living in fantasies
girls are beautiful, guys are suave
and all wrongs are righted.
but it also brings a disillusionment about reality
believe me, often when i say I'm made of steel
its once or twice that i really believe in it.
warp sense...if i jumped down a building...i wouldn't die, right?
haha.
reality bites.
I'm not a hero, not saving the world
not protecting anyone.
just a schoolboy coming-of-age
mundane.
sigh
