I guess she knows.
but life goes on.
and no confrontation yet, anyway.
I'm kinda sad-hopeless right now.
Maths Mock made a mockery out of me...how incompetent.
not only that, I feel useless suddenly as a Bio rep.
failure to disseminate Papers
forgot the timing of extra classes.
Great.
I push my way into little chats, hopelessly looking for conversation.
Mundane and stupid. yet the voices that call my name, never fail to put a cheer on the face.
I wish life were more simple.
Fantasy is a fallacy.
the more you live in it, the more you get bogged down by unnecessities
evergreen forests, sentient animals, fairy folk.
Nature at her best.
crisp, fresh air filling your lungs
streams of crystal clear water, murmuring by your ear
sigh.
my heart flutters with her every voice
but can I stand the shame once more?
can I face my own insecurities and walk on the ledge without care
or will I fall prey to my weak resolve once again?
Happiness is just a "yes" away.
