I'm doing shit.
Adamantium, please be strong
keep me holding on.
you plague my waking moments,
you infest my every dream.
and now i wish, i never felt a thing.
I hurt, I always do.
Instead of being a man, I act the fool.
what have I got to do with you?
bleak the landscapes I paint,
frustrated to no end.
I wish for friends beside me, right now.
